I left My Job today...But i am not a quitter.

This is a very personal emotional blog & it fills with my true emotion. Today is 11-Aug-17, 3.56 PM. I barely have 30 minutes left before I go home from my job. This is a very strange feeling because this could be the last day of my job here in Rungta, Bhilai. I have not notified it to anyone & all of sudden I am going to leave. It is not a sudden decision, I have taken this decision since a couple of months back but I was not too sure about it. Suddenly it felt like I can't do the job for one more day. I was not happy in this job, it is not because of my work, it is because this job is not my love. I always had the big dreams, big plans but I was really scared to take the risk. I delayed my decision for 1 long year. I should have left last year only but it was not to be because there was no plan, no objective, no clear thoughts. But this time I know what I am doing with my life.

Over the last one year, i found that only having a great plan itself worth nothing unless you actually execute it. By the time it will be on air, I would have gone. This journey has taken a lot from me & has given a lot to me. I lost my mother because I was here. I could not even watch her last moments, that made me realize I am here in this world for a purpose & I should fulfill that no matter what.

I feel chocked, I feel frustrated, I felt that I am not doing the justice to myself, neither to my profession. If I want to do something then I have to do it with full of dedication, passion & energy until I get what I deserve. Digidocs, Indiacrafts, Venuegarden ... these are my dreams. If i am not doing it now then i will never able do it. I need a lot from my life, i simply can't let it get the better of myself.

The main reason why i am leaving the job is to focus on my ventures like Digidocs, Indiacrafts & Venuegarden. I worked a lot since last two years to build up my knowledge, my skills & expertise to able to do these things. So this is the time to work full time in these topics. I have a target & a time frame, So i want to achieve these with the due time.

This is not the right way to leave any job specially when the employer have stood with you in good & bad times, but i had to take a decision & i took it. As they says there is no place of emotion in Business, i oblige it completely.

I will start my new ventures soon. Many people will be shocked, Some people will be scratch their head, some will be happy & few will be with me. But the "The Show Must Goes On" means the journey must continue.

I am leaving this job for sure but i am not quitting it, because i am not a quitter. The basic difference between leaving & quitting is in Leaving you leaves in your own term & in quitting you quit it because the situation made you do so.

Anyway, I will come back to this blog exactly one year later & i hope there i will have less time then to write it as compared to now.

Regards,

Bibhuti Bhusan Samantaray